Thought Over A Cup Of Coffee

As a seeker, i used to wander from place to place but always ended up in wilderness. Lately, I’d realized it was like a phantom, an enigmatic thrust which I’d never let it out, but there was always this tantalizing possibility of making it through. The dictum lies in the individual's best of his capabilities. I know of one thing very well, I’ll drool till i extirpate the best from within till the end to use it in a better manner. The object of my yearning, which often people regard as a fool's gold, foray after foray i know I’ll get through that. We are merely puppets attached to the strings being held in our own hands.


When A gets ditched by B and C is dumped by D, where E is demeaned by F & G gets broken by H then one rises from its ashes. Self-realization was the ultimate goal of my life. I know there is no full stop to opportunities - only commas! Scrutiny is the skill I've honed for personal development. Sense of humor is my way to exclude from the clutches of nincompoop!


My interest, since childhood, had always been above personal, self-centered choice with something that incorporates the well-being of the "society" which made me a complete being. Enlightenment, which is my true nature, unfazed by the roller coaster ride of the life, feeling of devotion cleansed me so much that i can go through short-term pain for long-term happiness. I was wandering about hither and yon, with no fixed abode. My knowledge was not even bench-marked to a drop of water in the ocean or even to a single cell in human body. When in the month of October, perpetual rays of knowledge enlightened me. I'm not part & parcel of this material world but of Supreme Spirit. My nature is like "Cry me a river, build me a bridge & get over it".


As I realized only GOD can shape a flower but any ludicrous can pull it to pieces! Therefore, never allow anybody to rain on your character. Faith had always propelled me to perform actions, leaving the fruits to GOD. To put it mildly, I was naive about admitting my spirituality, for the record - i still get butterflies being open about it. And there, right when i wanted to do something it brought me to a state of limbo. I am already rich beyond my dreams-TRULY! If you really know me," Thou shall see and know that i had my wounds; also my healing." Hurdles, i take it in my stride with an easy grin. Vitriolic nonsense i believe deserves to be consigned to the dustbin as ultimately they will implode by virtue of their own proscription. A Mindless talk does not give license to ransack anybody, a note one should always keep a check on. Life is too precious to be sacrificed in wasted days. I've got oodles of patience even to apprehend the wackiest sense of humor, neither i take anybody for a ride; else i don't forget the dire consequences - karma - remember this! My journey of 23 years had been life transforming, spiritually invigorating experience. The aim of my life is one tough cookie to achieve but like a bubble it won't last for too long.